Thursday, March 22, 2007

Where did it go?

When we love someone we should not hurt them. We take vows to love, honor, cherish but somewhere somehow those vows seem to get lost. not on purpose but I think they get forgotten. maybe people lose sight of the love, and everyday life tends to drag them down. I take my vows seriously, I try my best to make him happy but, these days he never seems to be. I hoped getting a house would help but I don't know. this is not what I thought it would be. I see some people they have a wonderful marriage, even when they have gray hair and wrinkles. I thought I would have someone to love me for who I am regardless of how much weight I have gained. but I lost it somewhere. the look is not there anymore, the pet names how do I get it back or am I lost to it forever. I know one thing if I have lost it, I will not EVER do it again. one miserable time is enough to last me a life time.


Nadine said...

Oh Billie, I'm so very sorry for your pain. I pray that the Lord will bring renewed healing and passion and love.

Reese said...

I pray that God's unfathomable peace will be with you in your pain, and that you will find love, grace and hope. With God, all things are possible.

Love you, Reese