Sunday, April 15, 2007

Desire of my heart

It is the desire of my heart to have more children. My husband does not want more I do not know if it is the fear of losing me( because I almost died with my daughter) or what. I saw two kids that are up for adoption and my heart just fell in love with them. I know that God is the one that will either allow it or not. I pray that if this is Gods will that He will change the heart of my Husband and open my heart just a little more too. I also pray that God would help my children to adjust to it with some ease. If this is not the will Of God then I pray that God will heal my longings for more children and fill my heart with the blessings and contentment of the ones I am honored and thankful to already have. Adoption is a big step and it is one I am willing to take. Any prayers and or thoughts welcome. Bless you all
Billie

1 comment:

Nadine said...

It's so important to be on the same page with your husband especially about adoption - sometimes it not a easy process. I pray that that the Lord would give you both oneness on this issue. I pray He would give you peace either way.